Truth Be Told...

I'm seriously the worst liar ever. And I easily fall for lies, especially when they're told by someone I trust. So I've come to know a lot of heart break, broken friendships, and never to be talked about again relationships. All becuz the trust was broken. But at the same time I can easily forgive someone who lies. Though you never know if they're truly sorry. So when I realize they're still lying that bridge of trust is torn down again. But just like before I simply build it back up. It's a constant struggle becuz I want to see the good in everyone and give those that can't show it the opportunity to do so. I don't think there's is one friend that i've had in my life that hasn't lied to me. Weather it was to hide something from me or protect me from something else. Every friend has kept the truth from me. So with that, all i want to say it just be honest. I'd rather you tell me the truth and we decide how to handle the situation from there. Rather than keep it going and end up making a complete mess of everything. Some would says what the difference? Either way you're gonna get hurt. Yea, maybe, but at least I knew before I got in to deep. That's the difference! Give me the opportunity to make a choice of continuing or not in a situation with you. Dont allow me to create something out of nothing. That's just making me look like a fool. And in the end hurting me more. So if you were really my friend, if you really cared about me then don't let me look like an idiot. Don't let me have the feeling that everyone else knows but me. I've been through enough. I just want to feel something real, and honest. And please don't expect my to explain myself when we end up never talking again. It's becuz I don't trust you and I refuse to build that bridge. It's up to you to build it and if you truly cared then it shouldn't be a problem. So with that said good night!

and just a side note; no this blog isn't to any one person(s). this is just me thinking and blogging. Got to get this stuff out of me or I'll explode LOL