Have you ever had a rumor spread about you? Did you find out who started it? How did it change you? Did you ever spread a rumor about someone else?
I mean come on lets be honest we're human and we're gonna talk about people. We're not gonna like everybody and we're not gonna always agree with the way others live and think and what not. About 4 years ago I found out that there were rumors going around my job about me. I wish they were good rumors but sadly they weren't. And come to find out people who I trusted were the ones going around saying these disgusting things. Until finally someone had the guts to come to and tell me what was being said. So what did I do, I went down the line of people until I got right to the source. This whole time all these people were smiling at me, pretending to be my friends. But the reality was they all believed what was being said but no one ever came to me and said anything. NO ONE had my back.
Some of you will say that I'm too open about my life. I agree but trust me there are definitely things about me you don't know. And probably will never know unless I feel that you can handle it. Which really means never...haha... I'm not ashamed....well maybe a little bit ashamed because I did do some stupid stuff. I've wasted a lot of time on people who don't deserve it. But I'm not gonna sit here and act like it never happened. I will and do own up to the things I've done. I may be a preacher's kid but I'm not perfect. And I've never tried to be because I know that's impossible. I've never not giving someone a chance because of their past. I trust people by default even those that have hurt me numerously. I try to see the good in everyone.
So I guess what I'm trying to say is, go ahead. Talk all the crap about me you want! Tell whoever you need to tell stupid things to. Until you have the guts to come and say it to my face its never gonna bother me. It's never gonna change or faze me. And honestly if what you have to say doesn't effect me in a positive way, I don't care to even hear anyway. because what you haven't to say doesn't show people who I am it shows them who you are. So the next time you wanna run your mouth about things think twice. You can't silence what's already been heard. Remember that!
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God is with us. I care. You have a place in me because Jesus taught me how to love and make a safe place to carry those hearts knowing Him.
I am the strange one here. People don't understand the unseen things at work in me. In US. I am NOT a pastor's daughter, I am only a sinner that Jesus died for to save me from myself. I love the Pastor. I love his daughters and sons. I am so past worrying about worldly gossip. People told lies about Jesus too, and He was without any sin. I'll stand behind you anytime you want. Maybe I'll see you at TH sometime when I visit. Bless your sweet, kind heart. You are not alone. I will pray for YOU,you are special and gifted. I look forward to your accomplishments with great anticipation.
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