I'm having writers block. I hate it but I guess my subconscious knows I've said it all before. Time for something new i guess. Need an adventure of some kind. Find the thing I guess I feel I'm missing. Maybe its not that I'm missing anything, i just forgot what I have already. Yeah i don't know.
Random!!! listening to showtunes while writing because it makes me happy and keeps me calm. Wanting to see Les Miserables, Once, Phantom of the Opera, Wicked, Legally Blonde (lol), so many more!! That's what I would love for my birthday/Christmas! Wish I was talented enough to be on Broadway! How amazing would that be!?!? Love dreaming!
Ok seriously need this writers block to go away! help me out guys!!!! Give me something to write about. Ask me anything!! Well maybe not anything lol!
3 comments:
why you are afraid of the dark
Where does one begin? It seems our beginning was in the middle, because you were already a Mom when I first began speaking to you. I knew your dad in high school so I am ALMOST as old as him in years, yet so much older health wise. I LOVE your dad. I wish I had been a better friend to him. But like most young people, I was struggling through school to find who I was. I was very selfish and withdrawn back then. I kept mostly to myself.
I told you I would look for this. I saw the notes elsewhere, and was inspired. I followed you here. What else would an old man with a creeper facebook name do? **smiles**
I began here at the beginning reading my way back to here. It wasn't curiosity, it IS RESPECT. How can I offer a subject to write about if I don't know what is written.
I have read a journey of self discovery. Pain, passion, joys, trials,falling and rising, a storm.
I don't walk on water, though have no doubt I could if Christ Jesus saw it necessary. HE however does and that you are the remarkable young woman you are seems to prove that Has for you just as He did for fishermen.
I don't know what subject to send you to write about. I would like to Help YOU. But you don't really know me. Why should you trust me, care about my opinions?
The only aswer I have is, because we are not so different. WE see the hurt, but find it so difficult to give up on humanity. God did choose us His creation to love. So we must surely be worth the risk.
I trust first, and LOVE first, then watch as the seasons change, and time passes, and see the fruits of the person or people. Fruits tell their own story over time. Either good or bad, I am not required to judge. I am only required to love and for some that are sour, I do so from a distance, but still do so. LOVE is a GIFT of the Spirit. The one most cherished. I'll not deny it.
In school, young and afraid of rejection and embarrassing laughter, I kept it to myself. I too passed up opportunities to share it.
NOW I am old and found a beautiful foolish girl to marry me and am on the down hill slide. I don't regret those things I passed up. I don't regret dating so few. I LOVE HER, and for me that is enough.
The thing I am trying so poorly to share with you is, I am on borrowed time. Of course only recently have I realized from birth we are all on borrowed time. **smiles** I have and am facing some of the most serious trials of my life. I have come to realize if people are important to me for WHATEVER reason, I better get on with letting them know.
YOU are remarkable, your whole family in one way one person or another have touched me. I like your friend Summer alot after reading her comments. We are here to hold each other up. She holds you very high it seems.
You don't have to know ME, you aren't required to respond to this, to do one single thing. I just want to let you know you are loved and cared for here.
Ya dad said The old guy with a white beard could visit T/H again. Maybe I'll get to see you and Miles.
Bless your heart. I'll pray for you. As best I can, I hope that'll Help You Out. <3
Jim
DaMan
S/Nick
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