With this being the beginning of a new year I thought I would make some changes. There's one in particular I like to focus on. I had decided that like most people I know I was gonna become emotionally unattached. Not saying some of my friends are, they are just better at controlling their emotions. They know how to keep people out and everything. I on the other hand am an emotional wreck! I mean there are days I just want to cry for no reason. I fall in love way too easily and in return get my heart broken every time! And more then likely I always wonder why my relationships never work out. It's becuz I'm so emotional! Not only that but becuz I'm so emotional I allow others to be emotional around me. So I can make you comfortable enough to open up to me. But when you do that you are asking to be just a friend. Becuz now all he's thinking is if we date and it doesn't work who am I gonna be able to talk to? So I decided I was gonna build a wall around my heart! No longer was I gonna be that shoulder! I was gonna play hard to get. But my problem is this!!!! I'm not that kind of girl!!! I love being the one friend you can come to and completely be yourself! I love having the closeness with people! I've always been able to tell when I've truly liked someone and only been infatuated. I can honestly say in my whole life I've truly cared about someone twice. And you want to know what one is my nearest guy friend in the world and the other I'm still working that out. Becuz I became so attached I'm trying to unattach myself. And when I do I know we're gonna be close friends again. So my point is this.... Yes I'm an emotional wreck and I probably over dramatize situations but would you have me any other way? Would you rather I build a wall and become emotionally cut off? I take people for who they are, flaws, scars, brokeness, etc. I take you! I don't ask for anything more or less. So do the same for me! That's all I wanted to say!