Damaged people are dangerous becuz they know they can survive

If you could go back and change something that happened in your life or in the life of someone you love would you?

So many times i've thought about this question and right now i would say yes!! I would go back and change several things actually. If i could i would go back and tell myself its ok to be different. That i didn't have to do what everyone else was doing. I would stop myself from making a lot of stupid decisions. I wouldn't have trusted, so easily, those that only hurt and left me in the end. I'd probably be happy and rich right now had i been smart. I wouldn't be questioning every persons motives when they want to be in my life. I wouldn't be so upset when someone wants to leave.

I have this serious problem of loving and trusting people too much. I think that when they say i love you they mean just as much as i do. Because i promise if they could feel the love i have for some of them they wouldn't leave or hurt me. They would be honest and true to me. When i tell someone i love them i mean it with every fiber of my being. I've never not pushed someone out of my life becuz no matter how many times they screw up i'll be that one person to stand beside them and pick them up.

I wish it was easy. But a life that is easy isn't worth living. Without struggle or pain you wouldn't know how strong you really are. Its like when you work out. Though your muscles hurt and you want to give up the more you do it the bigger and stronger your muscles will get. Thats why the Heart is the core muscle in your body. Without it you can't live. Yes it gets wounded, bruised, and sometimes it may break. But that only means that it will get stronger and bigger in the end.

So whats my point? My point is yes we regret our past sometimes and wish we could change it, but look at where you are right now. You're still standing, breathing. When they tried to knock you down or made you think you weren't worth anything. Look at you!!! Scream, jump, run around, laugh, live becuz you survived!! Listen, your heart its beating!! Enjoy your life becuz you deserve it!!